Please don't let me go.

My brother is a loony bin. He's twelve years old, and a complete ego maniac. Not only that, but everytime he doesn't get what he wants, he throws a huge fit and whines and cries until he gets what he wants. My parents buy him everything he wants, and continues to complain about everything. He knows he's autistic, and takes advantage of it because he knows my parents are submissive when it comes to violent behavior with him. If I acted the same way, I would be smacked or shunned. My parents still give him huge allowances. Hundred bucks a week. That's more than I make. He's spoiled to the core, and it makes me sick the level of gluttony he has. He's obsessed with getting his way. He asked for a gecko once, he got it, now he pays not a thought to it. He got a 360 for no reason, and doesn't let anyone play it but himself. He will do anything to gain leverage over someone and get what he thinks he deserves. He is the most selfish little shit I have ever known. And of course, since he's the baby of the family, and the only boy, my parents just live with it. Not even bothering to do anything about his compulsive disorder with winning. My brother loves to annoy me as well. He will go out of his way to see me unhappy. I'm not even joking in the slightest, and I wish I were.

There have been so many instances where my brother has made something up or blown something way out of proportion in order to get what he wants. He'll say things like "Danielle has been on the computer all day! And then when I asked to go on, she hit me!" Complete lie, of course. The only time I ever hit him, is when he continues to hit me and bash me for no reason other than to bug me. And then of course, my parents will comply and kick me off the computer when I had only been on the computer for a meer fifteen minutes. Not only that, but he'll take hours to get off, and even before I had my turn, he'd had already had his. My parents say that they know he's lying, but tell me to just deal with it because it's his 'release'. I get very angry when they present this excuse. So giving him everything he wants on a whim is his release? Bull.Shit. What about my release? I wish my parents gave me everything I wanted and I could be a brat all I wanted. What a simple life I would have. Oh, and I have to get off at two, because my brother is getting pissy that he can't go on at this very moment even though he went shopping five minutes ago, and I just got on. Oh well. Life.


Ps,
I don't know how much longer I can deal with this.
-<3
01/16/10